Hey guys, This is SugaRush and I am back! It has been over a year, and I am finally ready to write again! Yaaaay.

Have you ever been with someone and felt undeserving of the person that you are with cos the person is wayyyyy too amazing? Or have you ever felt like you were way to amazing for the person you are with?

If any of these apply to you, then sit back and enjoy.


I am a mess. Trust me I know. I am awkward and fat and very very afraid. So why is she still here?

I am the worst person to date. My self esteem issues provide more entertainment than any sitcom could ever. My insecurities provide more agruments that any tooth paste pressing debacle could ever. So why does she stay?

What is she saying for? I don’t have alot or money. I am not a very good lover. I’m really not funny, and if it comes down to it, I have never been described as cute. So why does she stay?

I am underserving of this goddess that lays beside me. It’s been 93days and I am waiting patiently for the other shoe to drop. For her to realize that she is made for way more than this cocktail of mental and physical disorders.

When she finally leaves I won’t be surprised, she was supposed to have left a long time ago.

…with sugary hands and buttery pens,